Am I being a bad mum?
When they look at me funny
Am I being paranoid, am I being dumb?
I worry about them dying
I do try to keep them safe
I wish I never had to leave them
I hate it when I have to go away
I worry about having no money
It’s embarassing to have to steal
But if I don’t shoplift something
Me n the pets wouldn’t have a meal
I worry about being lonely
I don’t want to end up alone
But I’m scared you’ll reject me
So I don’t pick up the phone
I worry about all of the relationships I’ve lost
Why did I throw them all away?
When I avoid you, no, everything’s not all ok
I worry about getting old and ugly
I see my looks and health fading everyday